There's really something weird about this day

  • I had a weird dream.
  • I woke up 7:20, when in fact I have to be at the office by 8 am.
  • Surprisingly, I don’t have enough energy to go to work and work, itself.
  • I’ve had breakfast but I felt weak.
  • By the time I got to the office, I was facing a lot of paperworks. I did them all so slow. First time ever.
  • After I finished those, I was just sitting. Staring at nothing at all… for minutes.
  • After several minutes, I moved a little but still sitting and I felt my muscles ache.
  • I was moving so slow, which was indeed unusual for me.
  • I drank cold water in order for me to wake myself up.
  • Read a novel but felt my eyes were too heavy to do so, but still continued.
  • Stopped reading, continued staring into nothing.
  • For 1 1/2 hours of feeling completely weird, I decided to wake myself up (I forgot how I did it but I did manage to wake myself up)
Got myself back. But then…
  • At around 4:30 pm, when it was almost time for me to go home, I felt weird again.
  • I was moving a bit slow, again.
  • But then, I got a lot of errands at the office and finished them up, until I was able to go home by 6 pm.
  • I felt tired.
  • My mind is going elsewhere.
  • I can’t think of anything, I felt like my mind is flying.
  • Can’t focus.
  • Don’t want to think what I’ll be doing at home.
  • Don’t even want to go online.
  • Don’t even want to prepare for tomorrow.
  • Just wanna sleep.
  • And oh, I’ve been having a lot of mood swings today.

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